Universal Insights

Today, i received some information from a friend, and he told me about this planets retrograde. After i read, this is soooo soooo TRUE!! and it’s actually happening to me now >.<

So after i read it, would like to share it here… so that everyone who read this will understand what is actually happen to us and be willing to deal with it but not run away from it.

5 planets currently moving backwards/Retrograde (relative to earth)

29 May (Friday) Neptune moves Retrograde (until 4 Nov)
Neptune has been a big player in our lives over the past few weeks and will continue to be so right up until year end. The planet that stir the boundaries of reality, illusion and addictions is now taking a backwards journey through our lives. We can expect to be moving through the inner realm of what is real for us in our earth lives over the next few months. Dreams will be heightened as our subconscious seeks to heal us of the limitations we impose upon ourselves navigating the waters of life.

30 May (Saturday) Chiron moves Retrograde (until 1 Nov)
1 day after the Neptune begins its backward motion so too does powerful Chiron, the planet which stirs our hidden wounds and asks for them to be healed. Now up to November is an EXCELLENT PERIOD TO HEAL YOURSELF. We can no longer hide our feelings and wounds under the carpet of our skin, Chiron will see it that. So get cracking.

16 Jun (Tuesday) Jupiter turns Retrograde (until 13 Oct)
The Massive planet of expansion opportunity now begins its backward motion relative to earth. What this means is that over the next four months we will be “Fine-tuning” how we utilize and create personal opportunity in our lives. There will now be four planet moving in retrograde motion, bringing in a lot of patience and analyzing of nearly every aspect of our existence. Make no mistake, December 2012, is happening NOW. It is not some date when a cog turns, that cog has already begun a few years back. So get on with it, NOW!

1 Jul (Wednesday) Uranus moves into Retrograde (until 1 Dec)
Today for  the next five months we can literally “Expect the unexpected” in our lives, as if that wasn’t happening already, anyway! Uranus is the planet of supprises and the way this retrograde will play out, we can expect our normal drives to be reversed. For example, if you are painfully shy and long to be move outgoing, then under this energy you have greater opportunity to come out of your shell and literally burst onto the opposite side of the shyness scale. So if you long to bring out your inner urges and live  life outside of the square, then use this energy to embrace every possible part of you that there is to be experienced in the fullness of life.

6 Sept (Sunday) Mercury moves Retrograde (until 30 Sept)
Today marks the beginning of mercury’s backward motion relative to earth. We can expect a “going over of old ground” in relation to the issues which were surfacing for you about 2 weeks ago.

Remember:The events of August 23/24 will be highlighted throughout this three week period. Look back in your dairies to see what were the key themes for you on these days.

This is an excellent period to open ip conversation and get in lots of practice at speaking your truth and being honest with yourself. I find Mercury Retrograde wonderful portals of opportunity that polish up our communication skills like a fine gem.

Also note: This period may bring about delays in travel, emails, phone calls, letters electronic equipment, contracts etc. Try not to panic if you cannot finalize details during this period, you are not meant to. The beauty of this transit is that any contracts entered into will give you lots of room to move down the track and are in no way set in stone i.e. you can change your mind!

11 Sept (Friday) Pluto moves Forward (after having retrograde for 5 months)
This has been a slow moving retrograde to embrace, with Pluto moving in backwards motion relative to earth for the past FIVE months. Pluto, is the energy of our shadow, our darkness, where we hide our shame and yet where we also hide our strengths from the past.

Pluto’s retrograde message has been to ACCEPT all of who you are, warts and all. Remember, a person who does not accept their past has no future and can never exist in the present.

Strive not to push away from where you have traveled from, but embrace it, accept it, knowing that you were a different person yesterday than you are today. With this accepted you can then assimilate the strength that embracing your shadow side always brings.

From today onwards we feel we have turned a corner in relation to accepting all of our past experiences. Today is truly a day of exhilaration. Enjoy!

Major Planetary Influences this week

Galactic Wave days - The Great Central Pulse

The Galactic core of the Milky way is our portal into and out of this galaxy. It is the centre through which we enter this galaxy and also exit. The Central portal through which your soul travels to other dimensions, galaxies and universes.

Through this great central core, we can imagine that the universe breathes. Breath is being pulsed out from the core in cosmic waves or pulses of light and as these waves move through the galaxy they also move through earth, and they also move through us!

The Waves of change - Energy Shifts

As the universe breathes and changes, thus we are changed on her breath. Remember we are not isolated from entire cosmos, we are at one with it. When cosmic waves pass through the earth they also move through us and just like a gamma wava creating a tidal wave on earth thus, our cosmic makeup is also rocked and shook.

When you truly embrace and acknowledge this reality, you will find that rather than trying to escape and control the cosmic changes you are willingly moving with them. Your life move easily and swiftly with all the energy shifts pulsing out from the core.

On these days new frequencies will be passing through the galactic core into our galaxy and thus through you. You may expect to feel any number of ways form slightly agitated, to euphoric. It all depends on how well you can let the energies change you without fighting them. Remember we are nature, so rather than intellectualizing the waves of change move with them and you will be following the path of least resistance.

The above information from http://www.deltawaves.com.au/tip_off/full/t_o_040909.html

A sharing from an astrologer:
“When you look back at this moment of your life, you will understand the immense possibilities of this planetary formation in your life.

Pay attention to what is going on. Listen to your intuition and make sure you keep your feet on the ground, but at same time, open to these array of new possibilities before you. What needs to be done in your life, for you to get closer to your dreams?

What is life demanding of you? What else can you do to improve your life? Are people in your life at the moment giving you some ideas or messages of how go about changing certain things that are deterring you from going forward?

If you have this conjunction of planets in your ASC, that will probably mean that the Uranus-Saturn opposition is in the angle of your finances, which will mean that that is the area that needs some adjustment. Open up to new ways of making money or enriching your work. Working with a group of people rather than on your own, could be the issue.”



ALTclass canceled in KK on Sept

Dear Friends,

Kota Kinabalu Class in September is cancelled due to several reasons and Victor will not be returning untill further sound confirmation.

Khemery



A message from Gabriel…

This morning wake up a bit late and feel like don’t want to meditate… but also feel like there is a message coming. lol Well, let’s see how after my “toilet break”.

After done all, i came out the living room, sit down there… and i felt like want to switch on the tv, so i just open it and there is a movie going on… named Gabriel. This is the show which i always missed out. alright, maybe this is the time for me to watch this. hahahah… maybe AA Gabriel wants to send me some messages through the movie.

The movie is like this… all the while we know AA Michael is the most strongest warrior among the Archangels, but in this movie, Michael being defeated by the fallen angels and become one of them. Gabriel came down to bring them back to the light. This is sad to see all the angels killed by Michael, including Uriel and Raphael… when Gabriel was fighting with Michael, he never give up to bring back the original “Michael”. Keep trying and trying… even though he knows he can’t defeat Michael.

The essence of the movie shows here… Even we are in the most pain in our life, it’s all about choice… a choice to forgive or to revenge, a choice to stand our ground or surrender to the dark. Michael did killed Gabriel in the show, but Gabriel choose to forgive Michael as he knows and felt the pain inside Michael - that is his choice after being betrayed by the others. and this also makes Gabriel felt the others angels choose to surrender to the dark which they thought that is their fate.

We choose to be the truth, but there is still a choice in the truth. Yes, this is our choice to do in our life. You can choose to help others without thinking of your own, or choose to be more selfish. You can choose to forgive those people who hurts you, or you can choose to take a revenge on them. Till the end, who is the one who get the most hurt? I keep getting the card - Compassion for the last few months. I don’t understand why i keep getting it, and now i realized… Be compassion to yourself. “Transform harshness into gentleness by refusing to see anything but the shine light that’s within each person and situation. Be very gentle with yourself in all the ways. Be happy, be kind, be sweet, but most of all, be true to you.” ~ From Kuan Yin

In the end of the movie, Michael used his last energy to heal and get back Gabriel’s life before he die. This is a gift from Michael to Gabriel as he finally realized and feel about Gabriel.

This is a very nice show. ^.^



ALT Workshop in KK on Sept…

Angelic Light Transmission in Kota Kinabalu Sabah

We all have guardian angels with us no matter who we are and what we do. Angels are non-denominational and non-religious as they appear in many ancient traditions such as:

Muslim: Malaikat

Chinese/Buddhist: Dharma Protector

Celtic/Western: Guardian Angels

Native: The Guardian

Angel Ligth Transmission Level 1

The Angels and Your Angels want to connect with you, guide you to transform your life into one of harmony and fulfillment. Join us in this fun loving two days class to know more about your angels. This is a weekend workshops to guide and assist you connect with your Angels. Taking the quality of your life Higher through the help from the angels!

Day 1 course content:

- What is ALT in essence?

- Understand the angelic and of the spiritual realms

- Learn how to identify the ego vs angel messages clearly

- Discover & Unblock your unique intuitive ability, open to channel

- Learn how to see Auras, Chakras and Angels– YES YOU CAN DO IT!

- Practical exercises and receive powerful attunement from Arch Michael

Day 2 course content:

- Meet your guardian angels team

- Learn how to improve your angels connection

- Learn how to activate your angel card deck and how to give yourself and others a clear and profound Angel Reading

- Practical exercise and receive powerful attunement from Arch Chamuel

Date: 19th & 20th Sept 09

Time: 10am to 5pm

Place: Marina Court

Love Exchange: RM 400 ( Early Bird), RM 450 ( after 10 Sept 09) include 1 rose quartz crystals, 1 ALT essences, and manual.

Pre-requisite: None. But bring any of Doreen Virtue Angel Card

Angel Light Transmission Level 2

ALT level 2 takes you deeper into the angelic realms and sharpen your intuitive skills, we will explore:

- Mediumship and Past Live reading

- Learn who are the 15 Archangels and how to work with them

- Learn Advance Archangel Card Layout for self evaluations

- Receive Deep Healing and Transformation on severe vows and contracts with Arch Raziel

- Understand ways to protect your own energies and your loved ones.

- Learn how to raise your vibration to make it easier to connect with the angelic realms

- Learn how to do basic space clearing and invite angelic blessings into your home

- Learn how to centered yourself and be a clear Channel for your life.

Early Bird fully paid before 12th Sept 09 you receive a discount of RM50. So kindly contact me at 012-828 9283 to book your space now.

Date: 22nd and 23rd Sept 09
Time: 8pm to 10pm
Place: Marina Court, Kota Kinabalu
Love Exchange:
RM500 includes 1 x2 point clear quartz crystal and manual.

Pre-requisite: ALT level 1

* Class content may change due to group energies.

* Seats are first come first serve manner

* Fees are Non-Transferable and Non-Refundable, make up your mind if this is for you

* For those who sign up the class, kindly be Punctual to show up at 1030am. Door will be locked exactly on 1030am.

* No Early leaving for the class so that as to not disturb the group energies.

* I – Victor deserve the right to cancel any events if there’s necessary. If an event is cancel, your fund will be return to you.

Reiki Sharing Night

The Power of Group Healing is multiply when a group of like minded comes into communion and share the wonderful energies of Reiki.

This event is open for All who done Reiki 1, 2 or Master Teacher. This event also open for Those of you who yet to takeup Reiki or simply just wan to experience its beautiful energies.

During the group healing night, we will:

  • Meditate with 5 Reiki Principles
  • Self Reiki
  • Group Reiki Healing
  • Guest/New comer individual healing

Date: 18th Sept 09
Time: 8pm to 10pm
Place: Marina Court, Kota Kinabalu
Love Exchange: RM10 as a donation token for the space.

Private Session with Victor S. P. Lu: 18th Sept and 23rd Sept

ALT Healing: ALT session works directly with the archangels and your personal guardian angels to assist you to shift your old traumas, outdated beliefs and energy blocks in which can manifest into certain area of your life quite repetitiously.

Session begin by a brief discussion on what would you like to work with and an evaluation (angel card and channeled messages) from the angels will be done for you to see where are you at on your spiritual/personal growth. Once identification is done, we will work with the powerful energy transmission from the archangels to assist you to neutralize and removed your accumulated energetic blocks so that your authentic self will come into surface.

This session are suitable for everyone (with an issues or simply just want to experience more of yourself) who are keen to work on oneself to walk on the spiritual path more effectively, to be able to look into one “blind spots” and ways to handle it, to grow in a more balanced and holistic way. Partly channeling, partly counseling and partly intuitive, depends your need, the angels and victor will work together (with your willingness of course!) to tailor your session organically, leaving you with great insights, clarity and sense of direction on your next steps.

Clearing & Healing with the Archangels

This session overlight by The Mighty Archangel Metatron, Michael, Sandalphon. Raphael and Seraphim to clear your energy blocks and outdated soul memories that is locked within your cells.

The purpose for this clearing session is to assist you to free up your subtle energy blocks so that it is easier for you to embrace new frequencies from mother earth. If necessary, the archangels will assist you to increase your light and love quotient so that as to speed up your ascension process. Some of the clearing may includes:

- Negative implants, elemental, astral and crystal implants removal

- Etheric darts, arrows, and curse energies removal

- Harmonizing conflict energies within one four body systems

- Cords cutting and Soul fragments retrieval

- Aura repair and chakra balance

- Light infusion and activation with the archangels

- Strengthening your protective grids

- Grounding with the new earth vibrations

The Archangels will overlight you during this process and they will share necessary steps for you in order to maintain your energy and consciousness.

Both ALT & Channeled Clearing with the Archangels will include a 30ml personalized blend of flower essences to support your growth. The fee is RM200 per person for 1.5-2hr session.

Auralight Color reading

Allow yourself to remember who you are by choosing the color your Need ! Auralight allows you to understand your mission & purpose, gifts & talents, current energies and future potential through your selection of 4 out from 80’s oil/water bottles. Session end with by taking back 1 bottle of your selection to rub on your body to shift your consciousness and auric fields. (inclusive of a 35ml Auralight oil/water bottle). For more information, please log into http://colorangels.blogspot.com/

Victor S. P. Lu

- Co-founded Angel Ripples Enterprise
- Awaken to his spiritual path in 1996
- Started professional energy healing and teaching since 2002
- Has certification of:
- Cert. Angel Intuitive™ Pract. with Adv training Australia
- Cert. Aura-Soma® Pract. ASIACT UK
- Cert. Crystal Healing from Crystal Academy USA
- Cert. Usui Reiki Master-Teacher
- Cert. Phytobiophysics® Intermediate, Lymph drainage & Podo-Rhacidian

Victor is a spiritual teacher, energy healer and angel intuitive that work closely with the angelic, plants and mineral kingdoms in his private practices. He co-founded Angelic Light Transmissions/ALT, a transformative angelic healing course. He has trained in London, Australia, Asia and Local in the art of flower essences, crystals therapy and angelic therapy.

Victor spiritual awakening began in year 1996 with an interest on crystals healing power and started to “try it out” on himself in meditation, his space, relative and friends. In year 2000, he received massive initiation from eastern spiritual tantra yoga practices as well as attended life transforming Channeling and Reiki courses that open his intuitive and healing ability since then. He began to provide professional energy healing to the public in year 2002.

Victor has been known for his crystal clear clarity, down to earth and lasting transformational healing services/consultation, hosting group meditation, ALT Angel workshops, and hosting spiritual event such as Full Moon Taurus Wesak Festival, International Angel Day ™ since 2006 and World Faeries Festival in Malaysia.

As an intuitive counselor, energy healer and teacher, He certified as Angel Intuitive™ Adv practitioner by renowed Angel Therapist® - Doreen Virtue Ph D. Based on years of experiences, Victor now made his focus on giving angel reading/healing, crystal therapy, flower essences and teach people how to attune and work with the angels and hosted International Angel Day™ and World Faeries Festival for Malaysia since year 2006. http://thelightworkerway.blogspot.com/

“My aim is to provide straight to the point and lasting transformational tool to assist those who seek to transform without the need to twist and turn, avoid and deny, but with unconditional loving acceptance and practical actions.”



Be honest to your feeling

Recently, i just found out got something in my heart… but i keep avoiding and told myself - This is not going to work out, so stop thinking of it (makes me think of the 3 of Sword in tarot).  hahaha… am always telling people to be honest to ourselves, but in the end, I cannot face my own self, and even judging myself not doing well in this. So this morning i go play my tarot… See what is the message from it.

This time round, i got 9 of Sword,  10 of Sword, Tower and the Moon. When i open it, and i know this gonna be hurt and cruel, cuz something is shifted and my intuition said am confused and need to be cleared out. And this morning, someone send me a message:

“Towers of gilded gold sometimes the moon shines upon.
Dreams of love and secret longing is one which is hidden by the light of the nite….
Swords of cruelty  and Ruination would bring the light of day.
With bolts of lightning and humbling effect they would change the landscape….
Creating anew from the destruction of old,
Like a butterfly from the cocoon of love….
A new friendship may begin?!”

I need to admit my feeling!! It may be cruel yet a resolution will be reached… Like the Tower in tarot, destruct it and rebuild with a new and stable structure, 10 of Sword to Cut off the old, so that it will be a new revolution coming, an end also a beginning. The Moon, something need to be cleared out, so that the Sun will be coming out soon.

And Yes, i did admit my feelings… when i doing this, suddenly think of a friend… He told me, when we meet a situation or issues, we just need to “DEAL wtih it, SETTLE it, ACCEPT it and RELEASE it”, everything happen to be a reason. Oh GOD, am so happy and my heart is free now as i don’t need to think on that any more and i have learned to honor my FEELINGS and am telling the TRUTH to myself. What a great feelings!

Do you honor your own self feeling? Try it!! You won’t know if you keep avoiding it.



KK ALT class canceled and postponed to Sept

Dear friends,

Please note that Aug ALT class is canceled and postponed to Sept. Should you need any further clarification or information, please do not hesitate to contact me. Thank you…

Regards,
Khemery



Everything happen to be a Reason

hihi… am back. Most of you here knows that i went to Singapore to upgrade my tarot reading skill and here i am to share with you.

I have a strange feeling when i first touched down Singapore, someone or something is gonna be happen… oh well, i have jet lag after a long flight… so just let it be lar.

I never do a full tarot reading before i meet Rowen and he did show me a very simple way of doing a full tarot reading. I want to thank Rowen to share his excellent works and skills with me. This is really amazing and great! I never know how a full tarot reading can be so easy be done with the spread. i never said being a intuitive reader is not good, sometimes we do need a systematic way of doing it. This is also for us to see things in other point of view.

I also want to thank Kelvin Khemery here. You all will ask, who is this guy name same as me? hahahha… actually we don’t know each other and we just happen using the same name and we did added each other in facebook. Well, maybe this is what we call fate. hahah… when i call kelvin in the phone, he was busy with somethings and sounds like don want to entertain me. hahahha… so i just go meditate and prepare to go out meet someone else. but i keep hearing the message“Go… find Kelvin”. but my mind said, well, he so busy and sounds like doesn’t wan to meet me, so never mind lar… hahahha… After a few hours, he called me back and invited me to go for his class. Ok, if there is a message for me, so let’s see….

The next day when i went to his shop, wow… what a new experience again. hahaha… when we started to meditatre with symbols, i heard the voice again  “see the process, not only the result… you will learn what is the essences of love” oh dear… >.< they remind me again and again about my judgement and old pattern, but how could i see thru love? i don’t wan to get hurt again! what is the essences of love? if this is a lesson… if i give it a try… if i pass it… will it be a happy ending? and what if i fail….?

I did ask Kelvin for a tarot reading… ( wow, this is another new insights of tarot reading, Kelvin is a very intuitive reader) he said to me, everything happen to be a reason, if i keep thinking failure without trying my best, things will end up to be a sad ending. if i keep thinking of fear to try new things, i will always in the same position. Just like my career, if i never want to give it a try, i will never know. Oh yes, Kelvin… i got the message and understand that everything happen to be a reason… i will give it a try and work into it. ^.^ will also work with Pallas Athena for the message.

well, time passed by so fast as usual… to KL again. Now is Victor ( now i know why i picked a 3 of cups in my overall tarot reading, 1st is Rowen, 2nd is Kelvin and 3rd is Victor, hahaha… 3 helpers i will meet in august). This time round, he did a new channeled healing session with me. Wow… now i realized i got so many “LINKED” pattern… hahhaha… Thanks to Victor for the sharing and “dig” out my long lost feeling which i have been lost for more than 5 years. He also blend me some new flower essences for healer and reader, which is so POWERFUL. hahahaa.. i like that fully “shut down” and fully “rest” mode lar… hahahaha… and also the new blended therapy essence. i really hope this will work for me and i know it will ^^ so let it be done.



Angel classes and news updated

We are pleased to inform you that Victor Lu, our Angel Light Transmission teacher is coming to Kota Kinabalu again on this coming August. Please be noted that we are having a preview night on the 20th August. You are welcome to bring your love ones and friends for the preview night. Come and join us! please visit http://www.angelhouse.com.my for Victor’s website.

Below is the workshop schedule: You may contact me if you need more information or clarification.

20th Aug - Angel Lights Transmission PREVIEW night (avenue to be advice)
                  From 8pm

Join us in a serene meditation night as we invoke the angels to be presence with us to heal every area of our life and since it is a New Moon time, we will also work with the Unicorn energies to help us manifest our dreams that we would want to achieve!

21st Aug - Reading/Healing (Private Session)

* Please contact me for private session appointment

22nd & 23rd Aug - Angel Lights Transmission level 1 at Marina Court, KK.
                                From 10am ~ 5pm

We all have angels with us and guide us all along the way. Angels assist us no matter what’s your status, capability, skins, religions or beliefs and the Angels appear in many traditions and religions.

The angels walk across culture and definitions, they 24hours oversee and guide us, but questions are- Are we willing to listen and take their loving and practical guidance? If you do and would like to learn how, then this 2 day classes aim to assist you to work with the angels and archangels effectively into your daily life.

24th Aug - Reading/Healing (Private Session)
* Please contact me for private session appointment

                  Reiki Sharing night @ Marina Court, 8pm

The Power of Group Healing is multiply when a group of like minded comes into communion and share the wonderful energies of Reiki.

This event is open for All who done Reiki 1, 2 or Master Teacher. This event also open for Those of you who yet to takeup Reiki or simply just wan to experience its beautiful energies.

25th & 26th Aug - Angel Lights Transmission level 2 at Marina Court, KK.
                               From 10am ~ 5pm

Expanding your connection with the Archangels. This is the intermediate where you be introduce how to connect with 15 archangels, learn how to do mediumship and receive message from deceased loved ones, learn how to protect your own energies and perform basic space clearing. You’ll also learn how to work with the elemental such faeries and unicorn energies.

27th Aug - Reading/Healing (Private Session)

* Please contact me for private session appointment

28th & 29th Aug - Crystal Class at Marina Court, KK.
                               From 10am ~ 5pm

Crystals is a perfect manifested color, light and beauty manifested on earth to assist us Human to remember our own Light - Authentic Self.

It is by no accident that you already have some crystals with you, but do you want to know how to work with them more intimately? If you do, then join us for a two fun loving days to explore the Crystal Clear Clarity on how you will work with these awesome tools created by the nature!

30th & 31st Aug - Angel Lights Transmission level 3 at Marina Court, KK.
                               From 10am ~ 5pm

You done up to ALT 2 and some may done Personal Alchemy with Arch Michael. You find that ALT class is entirely different perspective from other angel classes. If you are ready, ALT lvl 3 is for you !

ALT lvl 3 is something that work more than an energy level, it takes you deep into your core to look at your 3 fundamental basic things that shape your life “Stories” and that is: Judgement, Traumas and Beliefs that hold you back to progress your life!

* All classes/private session subject to available and confirmation.

Please do not hesitate to contact me @ 012 828 9283 or khemerypan@yahoo.com if you are interested to the above workshops/classes.



Being ColourFool

hihi~ am back! hahaha… recently i have attended the ColourFool workshop by Cornelius in kk. Wow, this class was Greeeeeeeat! and you know what, i actually though of  am a colour idiot… hahahha… but i tell u, after this class, i so amaze of the colour can makes me really feel the “essence of the life”, and not only me started to see things in “colour”, even my friends here also started to “eat” and “speak” colour language… hahahha…. and i know if i start to write in the blog, i really don’t know how long will this post be.. hahahhaa… this 2 days, there’s toooooo many things happen!!! lol like a rolling coaster, up and down, 1 colour after 1 colour! hahahah…

Oh well, this 2 days when we go through the primary colour, then secondary colour…. then tertiary colour… and i found out, i never want to wear Gold on my body and i feel my third eye charka very pain when i focus my eye on Gold colour. Hmmm… so interesting. But after i go deeper inside the colour, it’s actually related to 1 of my past issues which i never though of it’s still keeping inside me for so looooong! oh dear~ >.< that’s so pain.

When we try to put those words into colour, that word become so “live”… even i try to look into “Worthless” and put some colour into that words, and found out when i put those colours that i don like, it’s turns into a beautiful colour, this is really amaze me! all along i see things only in 1 perspective, why don’t see things in another perspective… it’s really something like turning the stone into a GOLD with colours!  and it’s also why i keep choosing and seeing “Olive” colour for the past few months. hahahaha…

1 more thing i really want to share that, after the class… i found out… when the time i do reading/healing… am i really putting effort to help that person to release or am i also teaching and LEARNING? this is a very good question for every healer/reader, i supposed. Hmmm… this is another SATORI (Realization) of mine. hehehehe….

ok, i got to go already… will share with you all again… and i know someone there might wants to share about their feelings about colour here. hehehe…



Hatred? or just unwilling?

Last few days, a client came to me for reading… after the session, she told me after talking to me, she felt more lighter now, and so long she kept inside her heart. But the next day, she called me again… said she want to take a revenge… =.=!!!

This actually remind me of something that i have kept inside my heart for so many years. I just don’t realized it as this is a blockage of my self growth. Last few weeks, i was trying so hard to work on my heart chakra, but it’s doesn’t seem works and the “Compassion” card keeps coming out when i do self reading. Till this morning, when i do meditation, i feel the pain again in my heart… so i started to talk to “her”

Hi, dear… How are you feeling? why are you so pain? then the voice come out… i have been here for so many years, and you are ignoring me, i feel hate and pain everytime i think of unwillingness… o.0 i was so shock about myself, then i asked again, so how can i help you? and what do you want?  i feel my heart lighter abit and said Now, i need your attention and your LOVE. What is kind of LOVE you want? i asked. She said, I want your unrequitted LOVE, your self-love, you know it! so i started to say it out, I LOVE YOU! I am willing to LOVE myself. I LOVE WHO I AM! AND I AM LOVED!  then i started to do self healing with reiki. Oh dear… I started to feel comfort and LOVED.

Sometimes we just don’t understand why the world so cruel? and why we always the one to get hurt? but we never review how we treat ourself, instead of trying to take revenge or unwilling to let go…

Alright, time to go… hehehe… will get back to you all after the colourfool workshop. This is another workshop to play around with colours… hehehe… cya~