Life changed after the angel classes…
After so many months working with the angels… Life does changed a lot. Thanks to my new friends, Rowen and Kelvin for giving me advices on Tarot and life inspiration.
Recently i worked closely with Archangel Raziel. Who is he? hahaha… He is a wizard and alchemist of the archangel realm. Maybe am now using the Aura-soma Archangel Raziel bottle, so He came to me so often… and teach me a lot of things through the tests/challenges (sometime it’s bitter >.< but i know after the bitterness, will be sweetness…) And also recently working a lot with the Melchizedek symbols which i have just learned it with Kelvin.
Here… i would like to say thanks to Victor again… hahahaha… Without him, i won’t start my work with the angels and explore myself within. Never try to understand myself more and what is the thing that i need to work with in my life. Thanks to his supports and courage for being a good teacher and friend to share what he knows.
I always think “Why me?” but never look into myself within? Always thinking to build a “home”, but never think of building the castle within. Maybe i did, but it’s not as stable as i think, a Tower card from the tarot always remind me to build my “castle” with a solid foundation. After working with the angels for so many months (i did, for the past few years, but after the Angel class, now i know they are always here for me, why are they here with me and how can i communicate with them, is it my ego? or from the heart within…). I trust myself and love myself more within now.
I love to play jigsaw puzzle. They are like a dream or my desire. Everytime i put those puzzle into the picture, it’s like putting my dream into reality. pieces by pieces, 1 day the puzzle will become a picture, a picture of my dreams… But sometime, it’s take time to complete the puzzle, and even i will start struggled/frustrated for doing it as i really want it to be done quickly. For the past few months, i have learnt… Learn to be patience and let go of the incomplete and unperfectness. I admit that i am a perfectionist, always want things to be done in my “perfect” way. Maybe this make me hardly to let go of something. I also learned to go with the flow… and see through the process, because this is what’s life is all about. Learn, experience and let go… hahaha… This is also 1 of the Olive Green meant to be… hahaha… Aura-soma Raziel bottle is Olive green/purple. Oh yea… Thanks to Cornelius. He always remind me the language of the colors. hahaha… and his way of laughing - “Laugh till drops” hahahaa… Nowadays, i started to speak colour language after his ColourFool workshop in last Jul.
After so many “Satori”, maybe i should feel happy and lucky that even my life got bitterness… and this bitterness is making my life more beautiful. Like i color those negative words/feelings with my pastels colour, the colour become so beautiful. It’s so amazing!! This is a transformation for me… and the Divine always want me to see things in another angle. That’s how it works in my life. 
