The Garden of Light

I have a strange feeling when i first touched down Singapore, someone or something is gonna be happen… oh well, i have jet lag after a long flight… so just let it be lar.

I never do a full tarot reading before i meet Rowen and he did show me a very simple way of doing a full tarot reading. I want to thank Rowen to share his excellent works and skills with me. This is really amazing and great! I never know how a full tarot reading can be so easy be done with the spread. i never said being a intuitive reader is not good, sometimes we do need a systematic way of doing it. This is also for us to see things in other point of view.

I also want to thank Kelvin Khemery here. You all will ask, who is this guy name same as me? hahahha… actually we don’t know each other and we just happen using the same name and we did added each other in facebook. Well, maybe this is what we call fate. hahah… when i call kelvin in the phone, he was busy with somethings and sounds like don want to entertain me. hahahha… so i just go meditate and prepare to go out meet someone else. but i keep hearing the message“Go… find Kelvin”. but my mind said, well, he so busy and sounds like doesn’t wan to meet me, so never mind lar… hahahha… After a few hours, he called me back and invited me to go for his class. Ok, if there is a message for me, so let’s see….

The next day when i went to his shop, wow… what a new experience again. hahaha… when we started to meditatre with symbols, i heard the voice again  “see the process, not only the result… you will learn what is the essences of love” oh dear… >.< they remind me again and again about my judgement and old pattern, but how could i see thru love? i don’t wan to get hurt again! what is the essences of love? if this is a lesson… if i give it a try… if i pass it… will it be a happy ending? and what if i fail….?

I did ask Kelvin for a tarot reading… ( wow, this is another new insights of tarot reading, Kelvin is a very intuitive reader) he said to me, everything happen to be a reason, if i keep thinking failure without trying my best, things will end up to be a sad ending. if i keep thinking of fear to try new things, i will always in the same position. Just like my career, if i never want to give it a try, i will never know. Oh yes, Kelvin… i got the message and understand that everything happen to be a reason… i will give it a try and work into it. ^.^ will also work with Pallas Athena for the message.

well, time passed by so fast as usual… to KL again. Now is Victor ( now i know why i picked a 3 of cups in my overall tarot reading, 1st is Rowen, 2nd is Kelvin and 3rd is Victor, hahaha… 3 helpers i will meet in august). This time round, he did a new channeled healing session with me. Wow… now i realized i got so many “LINKED” pattern… hahhaha… Thanks to Victor for the sharing and “dig” out my long lost feeling which i have been lost for more than 5 years. He also blend me some new flower essences for healer and reader, which is so POWERFUL. hahahaa.. i like that fully “shut down” and fully “rest” mode lar… hahahaha… and also the new blended therapy essence. i really hope this will work for me and i know it will ^^ so let it be done.